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04.07.2010 16:20:45
Chelsea Reb

First blog entry and sorry its a little sad and soppy. I just needed to write my feelings down.  

Promised the world by a client who became a boyfriend and potentially so much more...only to be let down. I'd have done almost anything for him.
Terrible thing, self deception. I really should have known better. Never thought it would hurt so much.
Always thought of myself as strong, independent, in control and never entertained any other possibility. Then I fell in love......and lost. Serves me right for acting like a love struck teenager. Despite his words and actons, I wasn't what he wanted and was a fool to think otherwise.

  
 

admin
04.07.2010 20:48:51

Sorry to hear that Chelsea

 
 
Chelsea_Rebel
04.07.2010 21:37:25

Thank you. I wanted so much for it to work but wanting alone doesn't make it happen if it wasn't meant to be. xx

 
 
Chelsea_Rebel
06.07.2010 15:09:02

Back to my usual upbeat, positive self again and taking clients. Never stay low for long.

 
 
admin
08.07.2010 19:04:12

Good for you!!

 
 
wirewolf
07.07.2010 18:20:46

sorry it didnt work for you, hope the future will be full of the good stuff

 
 
Chelsea_Rebel
08.07.2010 00:05:11

Thanks hun.

xx

 
 


 

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