First blog entry and sorry its a little sad and soppy. I just needed to write my feelings down.
Promised the world by a client who became a boyfriend and potentially so much more...only to be let down. I'd have done almost anything for him.
Terrible thing, self deception. I really should have known better. Never thought it would hurt so much.
Always thought of myself as strong, independent, in control and never entertained any other possibility. Then I fell in love......and lost. Serves me right for acting like a love struck teenager. Despite his words and actons, I wasn't what he wanted and was a fool to think otherwise.
